Hey there, I'm Don. 22 years old, and a passenger of the roller coaster of life. Luckily not doing it alone, and have the most supportive and amazing girl on the planet by my side. And having a kickass group of friends helps too. My mind works in a nonstop visual manner, and I'm always looking to learn new things. So maybe stick around and see what we can teach or show each other.

Excuse this interruption of your usual happy me…

FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK FUCK, FUCKKKKKKKK.

FUCK.

I thought I told you to stay the hell away from my dreams, making me feel like they are real and shit. Convincing me of things I know aren’t true.

The reality is, I’m done with you. I’m done with my feelings for you. I’m done with what we thought we were. I’m done with what I thought you were. I’m done with how happy I thought we were.

Now excuse me if I want to enjoy my happiness. Because while you might be having the best time of your fucking life? I’m not. I stand here, alone. I stand here, scared. I stand here, with all the bullshit that goes on through my life. It may seem like I’m happy, but everyone knows I’m good at hiding my shit. I’m tired of getting to a point where I’m content, where I think I’m happy. And then everything just collapses on me.

Tons of people have been telling met that I deserve to be happy and that things will turn around.

WHEN?

When is karma gonna come around and give me my just desserts? Because after the metric shit ton of a life? I think I’m long overdue for a genuine smile and good fucking time.

So I ask you. No, I tell you.

STAY.
THE.
FUCK.
OUT.
OF.
MY.
HEAD.

You have absolutely no right in there. You have no purpose in there. Nothing is going to change between us, and I’m very okay with that. I just want to live my life.


Just once this week I’d like a normal night of sleep. A normal dream.

Is that too much to ask for?

/rant. Sorry if you think less of me now.

And here we are..

Post number 2000. 

Boy, that last 1k went by quickly. Sure a lot of it was reblogs, other posts were just conversation through responses to posts. But I also managed to share a bit more on me with you guys and girls. At least, the ones who take the time to read them all.

I knew this post was coming this week, though admittedly I thought it’d be closer to the end than it is. But there’s not much I can do about that. As the title says, here we are. I’ve been thinking about who or what I wanted to dedicate this post to. Or how I wanted to go about this. Certainly a few select people come to mind when thinking of it. Certainly the events that have encompassed me in the past couple months come to thought. But really, I think I want this one to be about me.

In the past couple months, especially the last month, I’ve done a lot for myself. I’ve done well for myself. And I plan on keeping it all going for the foreseeable future. I like where I am right now in life, at least for the most part. I’ve gotten new friends, I’ve gotten closer to old ones. And even though things haven’t gone quite the way I would like, I can no longer say I regret not telling a certain chica my feelings for her. 

I like where I stand, tumblr. Sure, I can’t lie and say I don’t miss the simple things I had this time last year. But really, I’m at piece right now and I like it. There’s no fighting. There’s no hate. There’s no jealousy. There’s… nothing. There’s just me, and what I do on a day to day basis. This is my life, and I’m living it, of course within reason.

This is a new year. This is a new me. This is my year. In a little over 2 days I turn twenty. I’m putting myself out there on all new fronts. I’m grabbing my dreams and will make them a reality. 

Here’s to us, tumblr reader. Let’s make this something special.

-Don 

I can’t remember

if that was a dream or real life. But I had a discussion somewhere, with someone, about drinking milkshakes. They thought they could beat me. The challenge was for 5 milkshakes. And I accepted. But I don’t remember who this was with. 

If it was you, please, let me know. Because I very much want to make this happen, like now. Name a time and place, and we shall throw the gauntlet down.