Going to sleep early..
Been a rough day. Frantic shuffling of money, making important phone calls, trying to breath without my ribs crushing my lungs. One of those days. And tomorrow I gotta go to a court house and appeal with them because I was just given a piece of mail from a month ago. Hopefully things turn around, because I am not ready for this shitstorm. I just wanna lay in my bed and cuddle with someone with assurances that it’ll all be okay. Can’t quite have it right now though. But on the plus side, she called me sweetie and it made me blush.
Good night tumblr.
The problem with having a night job..
Is that nobody you know is awake to talk to. Especially if you’ve had a shit night. Or a good night. Or somewhere in between. This could be avoided if I were in a relationship possibly. But I’m still single. So nobody to talk to, lay with, or walk with. This is getting old..
On the plus side, I figured out why I’ve felt so damn cuddly lately..
It’s cause I might actually be legitimately might be sick this time. For the first time since freshman year, I may have gone and gotten sick. And I just wanna sleep and cuddle. But I has nobody to do so with. =[
Someone come cuddle
I want someone to cuddle with me on the couch and watch movies.
But alls I have is a Milo in my bed.. Well, I suppose not all is lost there..
Our boiler went boom
Now taking applications for temporary cuddle buddies. Position includes food, movies, blankets, interesting and entertaining conversation, and yours truly.
If you’re interested, drop me a line.
There’s a noticeable change in my sleep quality when I’m not laying with you..
Apparently it’s supposed to snow tonight?
Somebody come snuggle next to me..
Because I haven’t in a while..
I thought I should tell you all how I have been recently. Of course, only like 5 people actually pay attention to what I say, but whatever. Lately I’ve been pretty decent. I have made a ton of new friends in this house. I have been enjoying all of my classes for the most part. I have been living. I have been happy. And I have been doing it all alone. I never thought I would be able to. But I am. Sure, I still get lonely. I want someone in my bed with me every night. Just to lay down and listen to music with. I can’t have that right now, though and won’t anytime in the near future. But that’s ok. One day I will find someone that can, will, and wants to climb into my bed and just cuddle.
In the past month I have gone to multiple parties, had a good ass time, spent a ton of money, and didn’t regret a damn thing. Also, I’ve been beat boxing and have apparently been getting significantly better at it. Yay me, yeah? I’ve enjoyed great food with even better people. I’ve gone for multiple walks through the city at all hours of the night. In fact just today after walking around King of Prussia for hours, me and a buddy walked from campus to Rittenhouse Square for my shoot for class. We spent 4 hours out and about, on foot. And it was awesome. And then we went to the pub and I swear our waitress thought we were like 25 each. Hah.
All in all, despite the Don-cough I have right now and loneliness often felt, life is going pretty good right now.
Thanks for reading.
here alone, and yet all I want to be is in your arms. The worst part being, I don’t even know who you are. When you have someone always there to hold close when you’re feeling down for so long, and you lose that person in the blink of an eye, things get pretty lonely. I’ve gone through so many different things even just the past 3 weeks, that alls I want to do is collapse into my bed with someone and sleep through the day. That is, of course, after I manage to actually get them into my bed.. this no ladder is probably going to kill all hopes.. Unless of course, by some miracle, you’re able and willing to monkey on up like I do every night.
I dunno.. I think I’m done moaning about.. grawr.