Hey there, I'm Don. 22 years old, and a passenger of the roller coaster of life. Luckily not doing it alone, and have the most supportive and amazing girl on the planet by my side. And having a kickass group of friends helps too. My mind works in a nonstop visual manner, and I'm always looking to learn new things. So maybe stick around and see what we can teach or show each other.

Going to sleep early..

Been a rough day. Frantic shuffling of money, making important phone calls, trying to breath without my ribs crushing my lungs. One of those days. And tomorrow I gotta go to a court house and appeal with them because I was just given a piece of mail from a month ago. Hopefully things turn around, because I am not ready for this shitstorm. I just wanna lay in my bed and cuddle with someone with assurances that it’ll all be okay. Can’t quite have it right now though. But on the plus side, she called me sweetie and it made me blush.

Good night tumblr.

Because I haven’t in a while..

I thought I should tell you all how I have been recently. Of course, only like 5 people actually pay attention to what I say, but whatever. Lately I’ve been pretty decent. I have made a ton of new friends in this house. I have been enjoying all of my classes for the most part. I have been living. I have been happy. And I have been doing it all alone. I never thought I would be able to. But I am. Sure, I still get lonely. I want someone in my bed with me every night. Just to lay down and listen to music with. I can’t have that right now, though and won’t anytime in the near future. But that’s ok. One day I will find someone that can, will, and wants to climb into my bed and just cuddle.

In the past month I have gone to multiple parties, had a good ass time, spent a ton of money, and didn’t regret a damn thing. Also, I’ve been beat boxing and have apparently been getting significantly better at it. Yay me, yeah? I’ve enjoyed great food with even better people. I’ve gone for multiple walks through the city at all hours of the night. In fact just today after walking around King of Prussia for hours, me and a buddy walked from campus to Rittenhouse Square for my shoot for class. We spent 4 hours out and about, on foot. And it was awesome. And then we went to the pub and I swear our waitress thought we were like 25 each. Hah.

All in all, despite the Don-cough I have right now and loneliness often felt, life is going pretty good right now.

Thanks for reading.

Sitting

here alone, and yet all I want to be is in your arms. The worst part being, I don’t even know who you are. When you have someone always there to hold close when you’re feeling down for so long, and you lose that person in the blink of an eye, things get pretty lonely. I’ve gone through so many different things even just the past 3 weeks, that alls I want to do is collapse into my bed with someone and sleep through the day. That is, of course, after I manage to actually get them into my bed.. this no ladder is probably going to kill all hopes.. Unless of course, by some miracle, you’re able and willing to monkey on up like I do every night. 

I dunno.. I think I’m done moaning about.. grawr.